As I sit here and watch my 10 month old baby sleep the thought of someone I do not know coming into my home to care for my child makes me sick to my stomach literally.  The only person that knows how to care for my child like me is me.  I have not been able to work due to my child having multiple health concerns.  I also have 2 other children, and In order for me to know that my child is getting the care he needs and deserves I must be with him, but I can't afford to do care financially for my children if I am not able to be his paid attendant.  Please do not take this away! I am begging you!