God loves you and He created you in His image. He sent His Son, Jesus Christ to save you from your sins. We are all sinners, but turn from your sinful ways to Jesus Christ , ask for forgiveness and He will forgive you, with faith in Christ we can love each other care for one another. Then you don’t need to pay a lot of money for these Programs telling you that you are different. Our heart is different because human beings make it different not God.